Life has many suprises. Learn to embrace them and make the best of them.

Zachary wants me to change this entry......so I will. I am not quite sure what I should write on here.

I get to keep Amri all day next Tuesday which makes me VERY happy!

That is all I feel like writing on here

I love you guys

becca boo

I hate who I am and how I treat people. Especially the way I just treated Zachary.I hate everything about me!! The way I look, the way I treat my family, the way I treat my friends, the way I treat the people I love most, my temper, how self-conscience I am about EVERYTHING, how stupid I am, how shy I am, how out-going I am, how fat I am, how I care SO much about what other people think about me. I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!  I wish I were able to go and change everything about me to make me a better person. I want to be a better person. I want to be better for the sake of everybody!

I am SO sorry to all of you that I may have upset, yelled at, put down, anything and everything! I have such low self-esteem. I want everybody to like me and I care too much about what everybody thinks of me and it gets me in SERIOUS trouble all the time. I wish there was something I could do to make everything better. All I can do is apologize to all the people that I may have affected in any way. I apologize. I really do. I apologize to everyone....and I really hope that you can forgive me. Please.  It would mean SO much to me if you guys could forgive me.

I'm sorry.

Okay Okay...I know I haven't updated here in a pretty darn long time! SOrry guys! I dont have much time to update...and when I do...I update my other since it is more popular! YEAH!!

I feel like crap today! My head has been hurting really badly! I had to leave school early!! Which means mucho makeup work now!! Oh wells!! Zachary...I am SOOOOO sorry that I yelled at you!! I REALLY didn't mean to!! I feel really badly!!

Kayla....I am SO sorry about everything that happened to you this weekend with Macy, Kelsie and Kirsten. They dont deserve your awesomeness if that is how they are going to treat you!!

Chris...welcome back! I have missed you mucho!! Sorry about your leg...again! How long are you on crutches this time? Is it feeling better!!Congrats about you and Marika! 2 YEARS!! WOW!! I remember when you guys first started dating!! Congrats!!

Matthew...sorry about your foot.....get better!! I love you!!

Well...I am going to go now! Time for more meds!! Love you guys mucho!

becca

Zachary wants me to update here every now-and-then so I will!! But those of you reading this who are not Zachary...it may get boring for you! Since he is the only one who comments...I assume he is the only one who stills read this!! 

Zachary...I love you so much and I am always here for you no matter what! Please remember that you can always tell me anything no matter what!! I know you have been going through some tough stuff lately-and I will always be here to listen!

I missed you SO much over break when I was gone! I felt so far away!! I couldnt stop thinking and worrying about you all week!!

I really hope that there is some way that we can get together this weekend! Let me know when would be a good time for you!!

I love you!

becca